The truth isn't the problem. It’s the denial that hurts.
What I actually want but hadn’t yet admitted
Some deeper shifts have been happening - ones that I had been denying and trying to push through:
My system no longer responds to performance. It wants honesty. Slowness. Space.
The hunger isn’t for success. It is for freedom from needing to earn it. To build without a project plan. To share without explaining. To be seen without shaping the message to please an algorithm.
These shifts aren’t coming through a re-brand.
They are coming through remapping my relationship with truth, love and power.
1. Space
Right now, I want spaciousness more than structure. I was beating myself up for being lazy or flaky and the truth is my nervous system has been starved for rest after years of output, striving, and holding the field for others. I’m into Human Design and as a Projector 6/2, my wisdom blooms in cycles. I take space to observe, absorb, integrate, and then I intuitively guide - myself and my clients!
2. Freedom without obligation
I have loved planning my digital nomad year. It is exciting with freedom and creativity with no external pressure. I get to stay in motion without needing to push. There's no audience to please. No algorithm to feed. Just me and possibility.
3. Time to be before needing to build
The ‘big money months’ dream is not false, but maybe it’s not for right now. I can so easily switch into doing - fast execution, ambitious strategy. What I truly want is to unplug from performative achievement, so that I am creating me and my business from a place of grounded embodiment.
4. Visibility on my own terms
I’ve said I should grow a YouTube and TikTok following … I should! I’m not a content machine. Maybe what I’m craving is authentic resonance, not just reach. And that starts with sovereign self-expression.
5. Accepting my truth
I have had to grieve the version of me who has always moved toward the next big milestone and to trust that space, freedom and time - and even ambition - are propagating seeds that I don’t even know about yet. To release the pressure to “hit” big months on a deadline and allow my energetic alignment to lead. As I stop resisting what I really want, I align with my energy and that is naturally magnetising amazing opportunities.
6. A truthful reframe
I am being lit up by aligned creation, spacious as me … in my sovereignty.
I receive through resonance, embodiment, and powerful invitation.
I express and channel and let that magnetise the clients, offerings, business.
What does this all really mean?
My business tag line is ‘connection, love, abundance’. I am this.
And I am building a life rich in experience, beauty, contribution, with spacious time to download.
Truth isn’t built by the person I think I “should” be, it's built by the person I actually am, in this moment.
If you’re in this season too, you’re not behind.
You’re in calibration.
The next level is already orbiting. Let it land.
The seeds are here and awaiting their time to bloom.
